Thursday, May 8, 2008


insanitarium.


OMG. HAHA SIN'S TEZURYO RADIOPLAY (dubbed by Kaori as Rajipuri Uncut) TOTALLY CRACKED ME UP.

And got rid of my bad mood :D

I'm an easy person to cheer up, if I do say so myself XD

BUT REALLY OMG. Haha Sin's damned brilliant! I mean, shite, it totally sounded like what it was intended to sound like!

And Kia's fic that paired right along with it! sasdfghjkl;

ASDFGHJKL;'RGBKSNLM ;,

T'was damned good :D

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Haha thanks Poot, and Jiafeng.

For (kinda) cheering me up <3

I now owe Sng Jiafeng a punch :D

And I'm STILL not persuaded to write fic XD

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burned the sheets at 22:37

Friday, April 25, 2008


a mere shadow of my past -


WOW. I JUST FREED UP 30 GIGABYTES IN MY COMPUTER, DELETING PRINCE OF TENNIS AND LOVELESS.

Sure, I'm sad. But maybe, just maybe, I really had to do this, to get out from the shadow of my addiction. Cold turkey, so to speak.

I feel sad, yet oddly relieved. Perhaps I know I still have a modicum of control over my own life; contrary to what -AHEM- other people think, anime/manga/Jdramas do not rule my life. Not anymore, at least :D

Then again, now there's Vampire Knight :/ But that's another story, for another time XD

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OH BUT BUT BUT.

DAMNED SHIT LA.

I deleted all the OVAs first, then realized that I haven't put them in Joshua's thumbdrive yet. SHIT.

But that horrible guy is damned rude. I was all SHIT SHIT SHIT. I DELETED THE OVAS.

And guess what he said?

WTF. GO FIGURE SOMETHING OUT. I'M BUSY.

What. The. Hell. Here I am, helping you download videos, and you give me this kind of crap, like I'm obliged to do you such favours. It was okay at the start, but now his presumptuousness is really getting on my last nerve.

I'm really glad I won't be seeing him this Saturday. Bloody idiot.

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AND MOODTHEMES HAVE BECOME MY NEW LOVE <333

Haha figured out how to customize my own moodtheme and whatnot on lj, and I got myself a new VK moodtheme :DDD

Am a happy girl now.

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And fic isn't coming along. Damn.

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Maybe tomorrow? I don't know. And LU, huh.

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Must remember to ask Kenneth if can order test tubes.

Wish Quah luck for tomorrow(today?)'s exam. Must remember to tell her about tuesday's SPA.

Figure out how to use Flock (no, not lj flock, web browser). It really pissed me off today, when I was trying to upload moodtheme images >:(

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And there's that motivational workshop again tomorrow. Anything to have lessons replaced by more enriching stuff.

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burned the sheets at 00:34

Monday, April 7, 2008



HUR. HUR. HUR.

Joshua believes he is similar to Tezuka. What a joke xD

And please. Don't ruin my perfect image of Tezuka D:

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burned the sheets at 23:11

Monday, March 31, 2008



I HAVE CTS. Apparently. My wrist is killing me.

I feel inexplicably happy now. Finished Chapter 8 of the HYD fic in 2 days. After claiming that I've been super busy and have writer's block D: And I feel kinda guilty for making people wait for updates DD:

But nevermind. Chapter 8's up! And reviews made me feel loved :) I doubt any of my ffnet readers'll see this, but here's a big thank you to you guys anyway! Fic is one of the few highlights in my horrible life ;D

Hopefully, Chapter 9 will make it's appearance soon? I'm trying to work on it. Ain't easy when you've kind of left the fandom and are unable to recall much about the story :/ AND SO MUCH FOR WANTING TO FOCUS ON WRITING TEZURYO/POT FICS.

Geh. I am made of lose :3

Am wondering how I should start writing SP.

AND I HAVEN'T MENTIONED HOW HAPPY I AM AT THE REALIZATION THAT I AM ABLE TO READ JAPANESE. Really. It came as a surprise to me that I actually can read japanese doujinshi and understand. Though it's damn slow :O

AND I WANT TO RANT. ABOUT HOW THERE'RE SO MANY FREAKING TEZUFUJI DOUJINS OUT THERE AND NO DECENT TEZURYOS. WHERE'S THE JUSTICE??

I shall go work on hyd fic do math/study for ss test now

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burned the sheets at 16:28

Wednesday, March 26, 2008



Erps. OHHHH. I WANT DOUJIN.

Kaori was showing this TezuRyo doujin that came from Singapore, and amazingly enough, is in english! I want...

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burned the sheets at 00:24

Sunday, March 23, 2008



Oh gawd. No, shit. Seriously?

Inoue Mao buried her face in Matsujun's chest.

This is ridiculously, uhm, ridiculous? But my HYD fangirl's going MOEEE like in OHSHC :D
T/T FTW. Hah, so there, it'll never be R/T :P Neh.

Though Oguri Shun is Hot. (yes, with a capital H)

Shite. I want to expand on the Loveless!TezuRyo fic. But it's not working. Figures.

BUT. Kish. asdfghjkl;

BECAUSE. The third time Ryoma steals the shirt, he's got Tezuka pressed against the far wall of the locker room. Tezuka kisses like he plays, fast and strong and heady. Klepto!Ryoma. Desperately urgent!Tezuka. Seme!Ryoma. Uke!Tezuka. I think that's all I need to say :DD

I really should start looking for inspiration for SP fic. But there aren't many that aren't either OOC or AU. I absolutely cannot write AU.

Nevermind; I shall go cheer myself up now by reading D/Hr :D

*Oh. GOSH. I almost typed in "Domyoji Tsukushi" into the tag box. How's that for gut feel, huh?

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burned the sheets at 16:15

Friday, March 21, 2008



KAZUYA KAMESHINA?! ROFL. Lou is hilarious xD To add the icing to the cake, it was Aiba's picture in my diary that she was pointing at.

I quote: "I know who! Kame-something right? *insert horrified looks from me and jol* I know! Kazuya.... Kazuya Kameshina!" KAMENASHI KAZUYA, WOMAN xD

.... Sad life that I lead, though. Such things are the highlight of a boring and utterly stressed day x_x
And apparently, Lou's not the only one to make such mistakes. Yoceeda confessed that she once called Kanata Hongo wrongly: Katana Hongo. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH.

Gawd, I'm easily amused.

And 50episodes drabbles are so not getting along >.< This Saturday, Kame will be 22 years and 1 month old, as jol so nicely penned in (my) sparkling blue pen in my diary. (with a smiley face that went all awry)

Am attempting to write TezuRyo war!fic. Perhaps inspired by yesterday's WWII video? I don't know. Have wrapped up the Loveless-esque TezuRyo drabble :D (though it was just basically transferring from paper to computer; I finished it ages ago :O )

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burned the sheets at 13:23

Wednesday, March 19, 2008



Who the HELL came up with BeKami anyway? What a horrible pairing name D: ToFu isn't much better. Geesh. TeFu too. No this does not have anything to do with the fact that I hate TezuFuji with a vengeance. No, really. Scout's honor.

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burned the sheets at 21:19

Monday, March 17, 2008



Well. Signed up for 50episodes: Hyotei Regulars. Figured it'd be easier to write with more pairings, rather than just TezuRyo. #38. Rain is already pre-done; one down, forty-nine to go.

Shall draft out Silver, AtoJi, more Dirty. I want to write Piyo too! But I don't want Silver Trio -.- And Vanessa still owes me my Tango, damnit.

Okay. Off to torture myself doing overdue history holiday homework ;_; Lit'll come next, then chemistry, then physics. Looks like another sleepless night is due :3

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burned the sheets at 17:50

Sunday, March 16, 2008



Should I try for 50-episodes: TezuRyo?
I'm not sure if I can write 50 drabbles for the same pairing, though D:

And lit sucks.

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burned the sheets at 21:14

Wednesday, March 12, 2008





burned the sheets at 22:09

Monday, March 10, 2008



I have decided. Reading RP logs is horribly fun



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Watched Sukitomo. Much love


Wasn't very gay though. Was expecting at least a kiss? The motorcycle saving was the closest, pity :(


But still.

AIBA.

















Watched OVAs 18 and 19. Super Ultra Great Delicious Mountain Storm.

...makes no sense. Momo has found a kindred spirit, though.

Akaya's match was...dramatic. Was he supposed to represent Jesus or something? Eerily similar, that.



























And Akaya, in all his bloody glory.

Like Niou - white hair! :O
















Can someone explain to me why I find Akaya's devil mode so adorable?














Akaya, you little shit you. Ilu

Heh. Still the baby of the team, after all xD Conned by the senpai :D


The entire shenanigan may well have been planned by Niou


And Yagyuu, the manipulative, anal one xD quasi-Tezuka moment: the glasses


Vindictive!Yukimura <3

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burned the sheets at 15:06

Thursday, March 6, 2008



Your TeniPuri Life <333>
What's your name?
Age?
What Sign are you?
Favourite Color?
Favourite Number?
Favourite Food
Your boyfriend will be:Oshitari Yuushi - The Romantic Boy
You first met at:Hyoutei
Who is Jealous of you two:Akutsu Jin
Relationship:He only likes you
You will:Divorce Each other
How much you are in love:
71%






































Tenipuri Life by spirtualcandy
Name
GrandfatherFuji Syuusuke
GrandmotherJackal Kuwahara
MotherMizuki Hajime
FatherSaeki Kojirou
SisterYanagi Renji
BrotherMukahi Gakuto
PetSanada Genichirou
Life ina apartment
Drive aTruck
How many children5
LoverKirihara Akaya
SANADA. IS YUKIMURA'S PET. AND GAKKUN IS A HORRIBLY BRATTY BROTHER. MIZUKI WEARS HORRID FLORAL PRINTS.

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burned the sheets at 21:23

Tuesday, March 4, 2008







Your Tenipuri Wedding
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
The Groom Ibu Shinji
Where You Got Married Your Backyard
What You Wore Bitchboots and A Smile
What He Wore Spiderman Outfit
Who Opposed The Union Mori Tatsunori
Who He is Having An Affair With Sengoku Kyosumi

OH GOSH. WHY IS SHINJI CHEATING ON ME WITH SENGOKU?! And who the hell is Mori?





Your Tenipuri Wedding
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
The Groom Akutsu Jin
Where You Got Married On The Roof of A Speeding Bus
What You Wore Your Best Friend
What He Wore The Wedding Dress
Who Opposed The Union Momoshiro Takeshi
Who He is Having An Affair With Takashi Kawamura

PLEASE, AKUTSU, CHEAT ON ME WITH KAWAMURA TO YOUR HEART'S CONTENT. THEN I HAVE A LEGITIMATE REASON TO GET A DIVORCE.
And I can just imagine Akutsu in a wedding dress. A black one, too.




Your Tenipuri Wedding
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
The Groom Marui Bunta
Where You Got Married In The Middle of A Grand Slam Tournament
What You Wore Traditional White
What He Wore Nothing But A Conviently Placed Leaf
Who Opposed The Union Sengoku Kiyosumi
Who He is Having An Affair With Akutagawa Jiroh

THIS. IS JUST GETTING WEIRDER AND WEIRDER. THOUGH IT IS HIGHLY PLAUSIBLE THAT MARUI WOULD CHEAT WITH JIROH. I WONDER WHICH GRAND SLAM IT WAS. I'M SURE THE WIND WHIPPED AROUND US, LIKE IT ALWAYS SEEMS TO DO IN TENIPURI. MY UNBOUND HAIR WAS TOSSED GENTLY BY THE BREEZE, AND BUNTA'S LEAF WAS BLOWN AWAY.

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burned the sheets at 19:48



Okay, I cheated, and tried again. At least Tachibana/Atsushi is less disturbing than Yanagisawa/Kabaji *shudders* The dane and the usu xD Wouldn't have minded Youhei as the kid though :D BUT PLEASE TELL ME WHY THE KID'S SANITY LEVEL PERPETUALLY HOVERS AT 14 TO 18 PERCENT.

*And yes, it's ATSUSHI. NOT ATSUJI. Tsk. Stupid typos. Results in loss of credibility :O





Random Tenipuri Family Generator
Livejournal Username
Favourite Colour
The Father Tachibana Kippei
The Mother Kisarazu Atsuji
Years They Will Stay Married 62
Their Lovechild Fuji Yuuta
Will The Family Be Happy (8) - Without a doubt. - (8)
Level of Child's Sanity - 14%
This quiz by DSM - Taken 1819 Times.
New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology and Horoscopes

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burned the sheets at 19:42







Random Tenipuri Family Generator
Livejournal Username
Favourite Colour
The Father Yanagisawa Shinya
The Mother Kabaji Munehiro
Years They Will Stay Married 52
Their Lovechild Tanaka Youhei
Will The Family Be Happy (8) - It is decidedly so. - (8)
Level of Child's Sanity - 18%
This QuickKwiz by DSM - Taken 1819 Times.
New - Help with love and dating!

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burned the sheets at 19:38

Thursday, February 28, 2008


aiba, gay?!


FUJI'S BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW :D

Dawn almost gave me a heart attack today, literally.


SHE TOLD ME AIBA WAS GAY.

I swear, my heart missed a couple of beats. My voice kinda choked up, and somehow, I felt like tearing. Gayness is all good and fine in animeverse, but AIBA? GAY?!

Then I found out she was just talking about a show in which Aiba acted as a gay guy. I think I died from sheer relief. I want to watch that show.

Small fonts suddenly make me think of snowwhite!Shinji. Heh. Shirayuki hime and his poisonous apple. And mirrorgenie!Kachiro xD

Dawn is harbouring the hope that Aiba will marry her.

Rachel the Raisin xD

His head rears back violently, harsh bellow ringing hoarse with agony. His eyes clench shut in a desperate, yet futile, effort to force the pain out.

She watches, eyes wide with horror and fear, breath catching painfully in her throat. Her heart throbs painfully, in tandem with each time he convulses. His body jerks erratically, pain wrenching the most anguished of sounds from between chapped lips. Her pulse skips an excruciating beat as her disbelieving mind tries and fails to comprehend the vision her eyes have seen – No, it cannot be – and yet, she knows, it must be true.

He has crumpled to the floor, an unmoving, utterly silent mass of cloth and flesh.

Her feet feel leaden as she forces them to drag slowly, one after the other, across the dusty marble. It feels like an eternity.

She kneels by his side, knees barely registering the winter bite of cold marble. Her fingers brush past rich brocade before settling on the still-warm face. Even as her fingertips gently graze his eyelids, some part of her is still reeling in skepticism and doubt. He cannot be dead. Her eyes, although burning almost furiously with unshed tears, refuse to open the floodgates. That is, until she sees it. The jar is broken, shards twinkling dispassionately in the dimness. And… there.

There, lying in the fold of his heavy robes, is a single rose petal.

A single tear rolls down her cheek and lands on the velvet petal, crystal-like in the brilliant light of the dawning day.

My random, random, take on what would have happened in Beauty and the Beast if it were to be a sad-ending fairytale :O A fic of sorts, I guess?

*I tried to do ss graded assignment. Upon opening my textbook, I see a post-it pasted firmly on page 21, smack-dab in the middle of the timeline of the Iraq-Kuwait conflict. The opening line? "Tezuka raises an arm" My Loveless fic! Which is incomplete -.-

I want Ritsu fanart :3

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burned the sheets at 18:19

Monday, February 18, 2008


because i was too excited at the prospect of fic


OH MY.

I. AM. EXCITED.

VANESSA HAS AGREED TO WRITE SILVER PAIR AND TANGO PAIR FOR ME xD Although technically she made no promises (she said try) but where writing and V.Hew are concerned, the fics are as good as done <3

Would she do me AtoJi too, I wonder...

Pity, she doesn't like Pillar Pair. *WAIL* HOW ANYONE CAN NOT LIKE TEZURYO IS BEYOND ME D:

Suckers, the whole lot of youu. TezuFuji SUCKS. GAH. BUT. *KEYSMASH* TANGO PAIR ♥

I really felt like murdering Karina today - She saw my picture of Shishido and went: "I know who! That guy from Fudomine, right?" BAH. HYOTEI, KARINA. HYOTEI.

AND WHY CAN'T I ACCESS KISH'S NQR FICS?! Chiya's works just fine, dammit.

AND WHY WHY WHY ARE THERE SO FEW PICTURES OF RITSU?!?!

Okay, that last one there was random, but valid.

And have I mentioned how I absolutely ship Kaori's song-inspired layouts? And for now, I am absolutely in awe of her Photoshop prowess :D (Yes, you are supposed to think Atobe)


I mean, lookit this. The aura. This is why, May folks, Echizen was made to win. Definitely not to lose to Yukimura. If he ought to lose to anyone (Nanjiroh does NOT count - too much of a pervert to), it should be Tezuka, not prettier-than-a-girl Yukimura.

Though I do agree with May that Echizen's just a kiddy, but that's besides the point.

And that somehow leads me to recall something ABSOLUTELY DEGRADING Dawn said about TezuRyo: "One so short, one so tall." OH, THE BLASPHEMY. I shall get ready Dawn!Voodoo Doll.

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burned the sheets at 22:57

Thursday, February 14, 2008



Yes, I think I shall attempt a Loveless-esque TezuRyo <3 I really, really like the sound of that xD

Fighter!Tezuka and Sacrifice!Ryoma *_* shiny.

Unless someone wants to be nice and write me one? Refer to Kaori's one as a model fic; but I want mine longer, much longer :D

TezuRyo! I swear, I love Kish. Like, ajg;alkgha;lsg Her Halloween!fic TRUTH IN ART <3

They all agree, though, if not aloud, that Fuji and Inui are a bit too involved in their roles. "A match tomorrow, Echizen," says Inui, staring deep into Fuji's eyes.

Fuji looks up at him with something resembling a smile. "Fine, buchou."

"Stop that, stupid mamushi!" Momo shouts suddenly, and tackles Kaidoh into some of the decorations. Kaidoh punches him, and Momo punches back, and Tezuka (the real one) says sharply, "Momoshiro, Kaidoh! Enough!"

And by the time the fight is broken up, Fuji and Inui are standing by the far wall. Fuji's hands are linked at the back of Inui's neck, stroking the hair at the back of the wig, and Inui's arms hold Fuji securely against him, Fuji's cap between two of his fingers, hanging down beside them. Fuji has to stand on tiptoes to kiss Inui, which makes the picture oddly accurate in terms of proportion.

Kaidoh chokes and forgets about glaring at Momo. For several moments, in fact, everybody forgets about everything. Strangely, Tezuka and Echizen aren't the ones to protest this apparent defamation of character.

"That… that isn't-" says Oishi, and can't go on. Eiji drapes himself over Oishi's shoulders, watching, more fascinated than horrified.

"Echizen wouldn't… with Tezuka-buchou!" Horio shrieks loudly, and feigns a faint. Katsuo and Kachiro grab him by the shoulders to hold him up.

Fuji breaks off the playacting for a moment to turn and inform him, "No, it's in-character. We studied for our roles, didn't we, Inui?"

"Of course," says Inui, and somehow manages to make his Tezuka-glasses gleam.

"Hey, hey," says Momo. "Where is Echizen?" He looks around, standing on tiptoes in order to see past everyone and around the decorations.

"And Tezuka?" Fuji adds pointedly, and Eiji laughs against Oishi's shoulder.

They don't understand his point until Horio chokes back a little gargle and points to Rafael Nadal and Roger Federer, who are kissing even more deeply in the corner behind the refreshments table. Despite an entire roomful of people gaping (or in Fuji's and Inui's cases, smiling indulgently and taking notes) at them, Nadal and Federer don't seem to notice anyone but each other.

This doesn't make much sense, and I disagree with Federer!Tezuka. But I still maintain my stand that, KISH YOU ARE A GENIUS. And I doubt Nadal is shorter than Federer, but my suspicions are secondary to Kish's brillance.

Girl!Kite :O I forgot all about her(him?) till May replied to how (s)he looked so domestic.

May Ng is my PoT soulmate. She sings Tezuka all the time. Need I say more? And I sing Flower during Ms Rockey's lessons, btw. Thalia can testify xD (Though she doesn't know what I'm singing, but she knows I sing)

And I know I've said this earlier, but no harm in saying it twice.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHOUTAROU ♥ May your Shishido-san celebrate with you to your heart's content

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burned the sheets at 19:10



A Loveless-esque TezuRyo sound good?

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burned the sheets at 00:24

JOY